*agrees* haha. its over. (: im gonna be strong.
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Eunice Ngbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Friday, April 30, 2004
"let the experience of others be your lesson"..yupp..ive learnt one thing alrighty..bglove sucks.entirely.frm top to toe.inside out left to right.ullk..
you said shut up.and thts what im going to do frm now on.for probably.forever.
v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Monday, April 26, 2004
ahaha.mid-years.mid-years.they're in a weeks time? oh,thanks for the kind reminder.. yeah.i enjoyed myself too on fri,the food was good.it was funny la,how we each tool a bite from our own cake, then rotated it ard the table. later during tuition, i had a real good laugh,couldnt stop laughing..it was so so funny,ridiculously hilarious. My friend wore this really huge shirt with this cartoon-like cat print on it, and i dared her to kinda like raise her shirt and do a "meow"sound to this rather innocent guy.. trust me, it was so damn funny. ahahahah.the guy's reaction basically defined the word 'embarassed', can you imagine how an embarassed guy looks like? haha. oh,this reminds me, i wanna make an apology. i know ive been saying some stuff to some ppl, you guys know who you are.. i might have irritated you guys on certain things, im sorry ive been rather selfish and sensitive. yea,it was dumb. anyway, i was at tuition earlier and my bro goes to the same centre as me too, but at diff timings. so i was in class, then when i peered out, i saw this guy, young, tall,macho, tan, sporty, handsome, at the counter. this guy mesmerised me, my first impression and thoughts of him were that off handsome, charming, macho.. soonafter, it dawned upon me that the guy looked very familiar, like ive seen him before. Then i realised that he actually was my brother. Man, i was so.. dumb. i seriously couldnt recognise him for like 2-3secs.. hmm, i realised that my younger baby brother has grown alot, matured. He's really charming now and he's much taller than me already!! argh. anyhow, ive just returned home from my grand-auntys birthday party. I must say that ive never actually realised that ive got pretty damn much relatives. they're uncountable. the numbers are still growing. cos i got to my cousins house kinda late, so when i arrived there, i was totally shocked by the no of shoes at the garage.. it practically flooded the entire place. Not to mention that when i got it, i really didnt know where to start greeting all the uncles and aunties.. they were like, everywhere. Soon i realised that i actually had a lot of cousins, ranging from 25yrs to 1yr.. it never occured to me that i had tons of cousins, so many of which are planted all over the world.. hk,syd,melbourne,perth,florida,nyc..everywhere. i had a blast today,dinner was great. i got to eat gado gado, finally. but the catered one wasnt as good as winnys. winnys one's the best!! dude,rmb our deal?better! anyhow, i had a blast, as ive already mentioned.. and it was funny la. all the cousins. being surrounded by intellectual and intelligent ppl, old and young, they all intimidated me.. lawyers,doctors,professors, what have you.. sigh,ive got this cousin. Ive got to admit i dont really know him. he's very quiet, very. Although it was his house we were at,he just stood at one corner all the while, with no one to talk to. I dont know, he's probably a loner, but yeah. he's in j2, we noticed each other quite afew times, tsk, dont know how to say la. going on, His bro is a really nice guy,kenneth. very friendly,outgoing,well-mannered,charming,intelligent,blah blah. and his girlfriend is really pretty, very sweet.. he's 25 by the way. and i just killed a beatle with my bare fingers, yucks. didnt realise that it was so wet. sorry,i know this is so lengthy, im trying to make up for my absence these past few days.. this post has been filled with loads of irrelevant stuff and horrible english, dont mind me.. gotta go. its like 1am now. didnt realise. bye. bev.
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Sunday, April 25, 2004
i finally figured.midyrs are in a weeks time thts why no ones coming online.like D U H.what took me so long.
v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, April 24, 2004
this is what happens..when you have two tests tmr..you only study one and neglect the other..and chiong online..to find yourself alone online..how nice..perfecto..ehh people..blogg leh..you al are boring the daylight outta me..i come online..bloghopp..and when i finally hopped to our blog..guess what..i pretend im not vk..i pretend ive never been here before..and i read my own entry and marvel at vk..hahahahah very funny..im really laughing..i find myself stupendously funny..and rightt..you all needed to know tht..
why do i find mself stuck???like theres no space left for advancement??im stuck..stuck in the mud..but mud aint sticky..whats sticky??ooh blue tac!!but stuck in a lump of blue tac???errr..lets see..what else is sticky??im having a brain blockk..sticky..what else is sticky??hmmn..did the word stick give rise to the word sticky??but sticks arnt sticky..are they??i dont think so right??but sticky is like stick_y..or maybe there once was a stick named sticky and it was sticky unlike the other unsticky sticks..and therefore they decided it was special and decided tht just as a form of 'tribute' they used the wrd sticky which now can be found in the oxford dictionary..it means..tending or intended to stick or adhere;glutinous,viscous;(of weather)humid.but then again..maybe the word sticky really did arise frm the wrd stick..since another meaning for stick isnt the long continuous thing..but rather..stick like stuck..like..unable to get rid of..but i hink stick as in the stick up ur ass came before stick as in stuck..ooh..i wonder..if a stick of a tree..(i know its referred to as branch)dies..then wont it be referred to as the stuck of the tree???right??since stuck is the past tense of stick and the stick used to be alive be then died..so it is now a stuck..rightto..im making perfect sense and all this gibberish came abt because i was trying to figure what was sticky..i certainly amuse myself..not you but myself..
wasnt this supposed to be a Christ powered blogg??then why did sticks surface??hmmn..i dno......
ahh..Jesus rules..He really does..He really really does..really..i dnt know how else to convince you all..(those who need convincing)..i guess the only way is to allow yourself to be convinced by His great work and to allow yourself..youve gotta be open minded..not narrow minded(like stick-width-minded)..
i have one question..if you dont believe then..how will yo see when your view is hidden beneath the blinds of your eyes???i guess its just the marvels of God..so lets just pray tht God removes the veils frem you eyes..clears the logic frm your brain..and in all innocence and simple mindedness..lets submit ourselves to Him..yeapp..lets do it..(nike just do it)..i found out today during ss class..linking is funn..i know its rather evident in this post however ridiculous are the stuff i link to..you cant deny..a links a link..so yay!!
macho v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Monday, April 19, 2004
i want to be a guy..no not tht the opposite gender means smarter blabblabblab..but..i dnt like gu niangfied grils..eeeeyyyyyeeewww!!!!!!!!!i wana be a guy girll..no not a guys grurl okayy tht was the ultimate yuck..but a guy girll..no not bung either..stop shoving your gu niangfied ass in my face..no thankew..i dnt want no pretty plaits..pretty dresses and the not so pretty gu niangfied behaviour..yuckk..being gu niangfied simply means believing tht yes..i am weaker than guys..urgh!!!!doesnt mean being a girl means no playing in the mud..slogging it out under the hot hot sunn..fist fighting..wrestling..no it doesnt mean tht..being gu niang is..and aiyoooooyouareso gu niangfied..
im my own superhero..trust me..i can fly..
ive not fallen..i did not fall..i did not trip..all tht happened was i had to walk harder.dno if thts the rightt word..
i dnt need sympathy..i dont need compassion..i dont need love..unlessyoure talking abt God's and family love..all i need is my own space..to preserve myself..(we need some styrofoam here)
i think im turning anti gu niangs and anti egoistic jackasses(most of the time..the opposite gender)and yes..i may seem contradictory here..but all i am trying is to find myself..somewhere not near the gu niangs and the egoistic bastards..
since im ur fren..pls dnt treat me as though i need help with my fragile frame cause im a girl..i am as much a guy as you..and i deserve much more than..*ooh no carefull..its too heavy for her..ooh no carefull..u might hurt her*at the very least treat me as an equal???i dnt need ur stinking disdain..
i just want to be a guy girl..
v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Sunday, April 18, 2004
im a SHIT MACHINE!!!!!!!!!!thts something new......
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Wednesday, April 14, 2004
Jesus lives!!!!im sorry for ever doubting You..even now as i give thanks..i think it might just be of coincidence..how can i rightt????during devotion..i couldnt help but let the similar ques race through..like what if all my life..i serve Him..believe He exists..but at the end..i find there really is nothing there..theres no open door..no light shinning..but thts not what a true christian should be thinking..at least in my opinion..ahh but all these are BESIDE THE POINT..
the whole main idea is Jesus lives..Jesus hears your cries..sometimes..when things dont go your way..just pray..but then again..if its not in His plan for you..you wont get it..but tht doesnt mean He isnt ard..or He has abandones you..left you in tears..i liked what mrs lee said before tht somewhere in the bible(i think)it says Jesus collects(??) all the tears youve shed..all in a bottle..isnt tht so sweettttt??????though i often feel lonely cause i cant feel His presence..cause i feel He has hidden frm me..abandoned me..its not true..He will always be ard..loving you..just tht sometimes..we've got to believe to see..not to see to believe..
v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Monday, April 12, 2004
does being numb equate to becoming insensitive and unfeeling???????i think it does..
v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Sunday, April 11, 2004
hahahaaa. i did the physics papers already. like OMG i only know how to do 2 questions. completely DID NOT do section B's questions. like i am gonna be soooooo deaddd. (: hahas. i like Godspell. think its cool in a weird way. WHEEHEEEE! (: i like sakae. its nice. yummy.
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Eunice Ngbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, April 10, 2004
wish for you on a falling star, wondering where you are. do i ever cross your mind on a warm sunshine? hah, epitomie of a pretty damn love-sick desperate wannabe. guess im currently in that state. nostalging back on that intermittent phase where i never wanted to get married even if it meant tom cruise was the only guy on earth and he loved me to death(very funny.. laugh!) but now.. sigh. guess people change, people do change. its good friday today and im prepared to gorge myself out at sakae, im gonna grab whatever that rolls by the conveyor belt, no ones gonna stop me! ahah. im going mad. gtg, wish me luck in gluttoning.. damn, still have got the phyics papers to do. im not going to finish them. yay! its sat tmr.. God bless folks =) ..unagi, crab, tempura, terriyaki, tuna, sobe,... sorry, im salivating already..
beebs
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Friday, April 09, 2004
day by day i just pray day by day
to see thee more clearly
to love thee more dearly
to follow you more closely
day by day...
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Eunice Ngbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Friday, April 09, 2004
hard core facts:
JESUS..CONFRONTED BY VIOLENCE CHOSE PEACE;BY HATE,LOVE;BY SIN,FORGIVNESS.
can you do the same?!?!?!!?
v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Thursday, April 08, 2004
i dno.either my systems totally cocked up..or maybe the nice me is finally emerging..hah!!!or maybe..in all seriousness..serious has been erased frm my very unserious mind..i dno..but smiling is the wayy to go..somehow..if inside me i can overcome plus..outside.i wana work those muscles then yarh.
regarding toilets and st margaretians.........
in all due respect..i think almost three quarter of the schs population..mistakes the toilet SEAT for the toilet BOWL..like hello..you are suppose to aim into the bowl and not all over the seat!!!!!!!good graciousness mann..hah..wonder if they'll ever mistake the bowl for the seat and dropp in..then we can all have clean toilets..and for heavens sake..since you have no sense as to pee INTO the bowl..please clean up after you pee ONTO the seat..sighh..and one wonders why toilet papers are a scarce in our sch toilets..
and on another point touching on the sha______ss of we st margaretians..we went for a play after sch today..Godspell..wasnt fantastic fantastic..but yeah..it was good..but the audience which by the way..are 100% st margaretians..sucked..totally..most of them anyway..i mean..do they kno what their cheering for????have you no sense?!?!?!?!?!?!sometimes..pple can be so insensitive and not to add dumb and horridly bimbotic..but alas..not all are like tht..phew..among the many feathered brains..we still do possess many down to earth..smart enough pple who dont scream when the lights go off..ahh..what an embarrassment..but God forgives..so what the..
its good friday tmr..like duh..yarh..i guess..its no time to celebrate..ratehr to rmb..how our sins cost the sufferring of our saviour..by His bllod..He bought us back..so lets all raise our hands and give praise to the Lord..for He is good..
v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Thursday, April 08, 2004
my reaction to stupid god's appearance wasnt pissyfied.never was.i did not know why did i react in tht way.i knew i shouldnt have said those things and i wasnt so peeved tht i managed to say some retarded stuff right back without churning my brains for em.i guess.it was wrong for me to retort.this sounds totally un vanessa ish.but.to stupid god.if you ever drop by again.why do you hate God so much??????ever thought of going to a church and finding out or rediscovering Him.maybe then you wont hate Him so much.
v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Wednesday, April 07, 2004
it seems so quick but.i no longer hope.i no longer wana hope.cant decide if itsin the spur of the moment.just wana stop thinking.annd GO WITH THE FLOW DUDE!!!!!!HAH!
V
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Monday, April 05, 2004
An atheist was taking a walk through the woods. "What majestic trees! What powerful rivers! What beautiful animals!" he said to himself.
As he was walking alongside the river he heard a rustling in the bushes behind him. He turned to look. He saw a 7 foot grizzly charge towards him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his shoulder and saw that the bear was closing in on him. He looked over his shoulder again, and the bear was even closer. He tripped and fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up but saw the bear right on top of him, reaching for him with his left paw and raising his right paw to strike him. At that instant the Atheist cried out: "Oh my God!..."
Time stopped. The bear froze. The forest was silent. As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the sky:
"You deny my existence for all of these years, teach others I don't
exist, and even credit creation to a cosmic accident. Do you expect me to help you out of this predicament? Am I to count you as a believer?"
The atheist looked directly into the light, and replied: "It would
be hypocritical of me to suddenly ask You to treat me as a Christian
now, but perhaps could you make the BEAR a Christian?"
"Very well," said the voice.
The light went out. The sounds of the forest resumed.
And then the bear dropped his right paw, brought both paws together
and bowed his head and spoke: "Lord, bless this food, which I am about
to receive from thy bounty through Christ, our Lord, Amen."
took that entire part from dorea. thanks dude. hmm,these few days have been insane for me. lots of homework,tuition, and loads of time spent talking and crapping on the phone as compared to usual. yeah la, all your fault. keep telling me bout guys, now you influenced me. stupid dorea. yeah,i love saturdays. although im packed with tuition for the entire day, but i still love sats. cos of the ppl there and so on.. after am, went coro with thaddeus and we were like pushing the plate of fries ard cos i didnt wanna eat it and he didnt wanna deprive me of my food, aww,so gentlemanly.. my foot. ahah. i finally coaxed him into finishing it up, bringing up the fact that he needed it cos he was a squash-ed up- player. ahahahah. sorry,abit crazy so i dont know what im typing.. just yeah.. oh, during class i was like laughing my head of. like ahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhhahahahaaahahahahahaahhhahaahahahaahahahaahahahahaahahhaha. cos of all tt weird inuendos and stuff bout tchs,sji and acsi.. aahah. sorry dudes. im going crazy. better leave now.
bev.
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, April 03, 2004
I CANT ACCESS OUR BLOG.EVERYTIME I OPEN.IT AUTOMATICALLY CLOSES THE WINDOW.OR ELSE IT H A N G S..LIKE DAMN!!!!!!!!THE ONLY WAY IS TO VIEW THROUGH BLOGGER..SIGH..
I CANT WAIT FOR CHI O'S TO BE OVERR..I WANA GO TO CHURCH..I SO WANA..NEXT WEEK GOT SOME WORSHIP SERVICE.THE DAY BEFORE GOOD FRIDAY.I WANA GO..I WANA I WANA I WANA..BUT FOR THE RIGHT REASONS..SIGHH..
YES THINGS HAVE CHANGED.I GUESS THINGS WILL ALWAYS BE CHANGING BEEBS.AHH.LETS JUST HOPE FOR THE BETTER.MAYBE.MAYBE.THINGS WILL CHANGE AGAIN BEFORE WE KNOW IT.HAH..WHETHER MY HOPE OR OUR HOPE.IM SURE.JESUS WANTS FOR THE BETTER.AMEN..
VEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY..
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, April 03, 2004
i womder.how will the prideful ever be humbled.i mean.if you ae prideful.wont youre nose be so high up tht yo wont even be able to realise tht you have a stick up your ass????but then.daniel 4:37 syas.
and those who walk in pride He is able to humble.ahh.the wonders of the mighty one.
v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, April 03, 2004
hey heyy! hees. yeps. must admit and agree with beebs. since ive got to noe u people wayyy better. hees. its like im so much closer to God!? (: yeps. and now He's like really close to me! (: love you guys loads. hee. anyways, i really think this song's very meaningful. i only know 2 lines..
everything's alright. i've got Jesus in me...
everything's alright.. my saviour is WALKING WITH MEE!!
He really made everything turn out correctly between eeee and meee. (: hee. and even when im down He lifts me up!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! God rocks my world.
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Eunice Ngbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Thursday, April 01, 2004
i dont believe the wrlds so cocked mann..theres no such thing as ai wu ji wu or however you spell it..unless youre referring to God..wake up and stop dreaming..be it frens..family members..boyfriends or husbands..its impossible to love everything abt them..if i ever get married i wont love every bit of my husband..heh..
its april fools day..and i realise..unless its a practical joke..something tht the fooled will be peeved abt is the only funniest stint anyone can pull..afterall..joy is found in anothers displeasure..yeah thts for me..joy to the wrld if all the birds get killed..yay!!!!!
mjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmjmj MICHEAL JACKSON ROCKSROCKSROCKSROCKSROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH~~~~
cross country tmr..at bishan park..my sch's hilarious..absolutly..wondering if i should give it a shot..ahh..lets see if my knee can take it after tonights dance classes..
ballerinas are not all graceful elegant..snobbish as anyone who'd make em up to be..but then again..maybe its just us..hah..
v
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Thursday, April 01, 2004
