no matter how much of a facade you put up.pple see through it.some take longer than others.but the bottom line is.no matter how marred the division btwn black and white is, grey will never substitute either of them.okay i dno if i am putting the point across to you.but i sure know what im talking abt.
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, July 10, 2004
beebs!!!!!!!!!congrats.whoa.pro larh.physics high flier.but theres something i disagree abt.God wont award you more than you deserve right?at least i dnt think so.so yay!you got what you got based on what you did and most importantly with Jesus behind you!!
when firends are nothing more than bitches.when someone thinks theyre high and mighty.when someone thinks theyre freaking smart.when someone thinks they are something theyre not.its sad to know they live in a wrld of denial.but im not gonna be the one to tell you youre just living your own made up dream.yeap.its your life.live it the way you wana.im not friend enough to do it.at least not for pple like tht.sometimes i wonder.do pple know how disillusionised they are?i dnt know.but i do doubt it.because even if im disillusionised..i wont know.so well.
when pple dnt know when to back of.what do you do.half the time.does mr nasty show up??i dno.
when pple care because they have to.isnt tht all ineffortof lowering your satus.reminding the person youre supposed to care for tht no you dont deserve a single bit of their attention thinking tht you yearn for it and it is their responsibilty to do so.well in all due respect mr anthony.i dnt need you concern.you can just take the mc and carry on marking our attendance.even if you meant you question.even if you asked out of pure concern.thanx but no thanx.your concern means nothing.dont the teachers realise tht they might just be a passing mark in some pupils hearts?are we expected to remain grateful and thankful tht they spent abt an hour or two with us everyday?if youre wondering.the ans is no.half of them only do it because they might face the risk of unemloyment.because its the only job tht'll offer them a pay higher than whatever other jobs they qualify for.if you think they love us.if you think theyre kind and loving pple.you are wrong abt half of them.most of them are hypocrites.living one to many lives.in sch they are the no messing ard kind.friendly.righteous.but out of sch.they live a life tht's disgraceful.you'll never know.some of them might even be gay!!what irony ehh??in sch preaching.lesnianism or gayism(if theres such a wrd) is wrong.but out of sch.they are living it tht way.some pple just have to know where they stand.some pple need others to remind them.im not saying all teachers are like tht.after all.treasures are found buried in dirt.
when friends are nothing but lying sluts.in frnt of you they go on abt how they dnt study.but they tell a chosen few tht theyve mugged their ass off.its hard to tell the truth but its harder to tell a lie.think abt it.organised and discipline pple make the best liars.the best scum bag.the best warped up criminal.to tell a lie.you always need to put in effort to recall and rmb exactly how the lie went.you need to be able to cover one up with another.you need to be able to keep secrets.one "wrong" step in which you tell another the truth will eventually lead to your lies being uncovered.to me.criminals who commit the worst crimes are those who posses good qualities in terms of character.except probably honesty.they posses self discipline.organisation.determination.a strong will.a strong mind.but a person is not judged on his capabilities rather he is judged based on the choices he makes.
think abt it.the next time you decide to lie.think abt all the trouble.all the work youve gotta go through.i hope it'll serve as a turn off for you.
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Friday, July 09, 2004
hey SWEETIES!!
Ive finally got my own blog!
but DONT WORRY! cos this blog is my first home, and the other, my second home!
So i'll be forever faithful to ityfamily!!
yay!go visit one-way-.blogspot.com!!
thats my--- BEEBS' blog!
LOVE all you dudes out there.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTE!!!
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Hey, hang on man. HOld on to that light at the end of the tunnel. Even though it appears tiny now, it'll grow bigger and bigger as you get nearer to it!
Remember that the way to being happy is to find fulfillment in what you do. So even if you loath studying, find a bright spot in that mess, and build on that positive aspect. Soon u'll find that studying ain't that bad after all.. :)
HEH!
Think POSITIVE! It's a medicine that's even better than laughter :)
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Celestebelieves with God; everything's alrite.Monday, July 05, 2004
im kinda hating everything thts happening right now but im kinda enjoying it.
im banned frm church.till after my os.thts pretty darn long.but i'll wait patiently.heh.im really wondering what im doing right now.with the knowledge tht i flunked most of my papers.i shld be studying now.so tht i wnt get full blast frm daddy when the results get back.in fact this really isnt the time to be wondering abt what in life is worth living for but i never really had a good sense of occasion.i guess by racking my brains abt what life is really abt.i get consolation.cause i sure know life isnt abt studying.in fact.i think theres something wrong with my brain.thts if i actually have much of it.ballet exams coming.and what perfect timing.at the exact time when prelims are im beginning to doubt my sanity.taking on the ballet exam knowing its near/during the prelims.maybe my mother is right.she did take me out of the rubbish chute outside the IMH.boy my schedule is screwed.double the pressure.double the strain on my titsy brain.wonder how much it can take.in fact.im just wondering.how much will my body take.mental and physical strain.whoa.guess what?im feeling demoralise.but i love it.im one strange human being.but knowing tht God'll stand by me and help me.i'll get through.somehow.i mean.even if i get through failing my exams its still considered getting through.you know what??i think im seeing light right at the end of this dark swallowing tunnel.heh heh.
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Sunday, July 04, 2004
2nd ATTEMPT: SUCCESSFUL! Ive got the powerrr! 
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Friday, July 02, 2004
hey vank! remember our bruce almighty attempt? yeah, novita in front, vank in middle, bev's head blocked! FIRST ATTEMPT: FAILED
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Friday, July 02, 2004
Sorry bout that hey there, was sheepishly fooling around with the photo uploader thing.haha. Anyways,its been quite a long time since I blogged, no, not actually. Okay, alot happened during the past week.. yeah, its after the physics paper, thank God it wasnt a killer paper, not like the bio one. Well,the bio paper was not so bad afterall, it was just sickeningly heinous. Kudos to Jeantan, for being the author of that monstrosity. Biotechnology and microorganisms?! Very clever. Alright, enough said, I guess we kinda know how we're gonna fair for the exams,but for now, I'll relish these sweet peaceful moments before the acrid reality of our class positions, etc comes crashing down on us,or rather me! Damn! I really should have studied harder. Come to think of it, I should have studied. What was I doing throughout that 30days of holiday? Bumming around, thats right, I've got a fetish for that. Wake up Beverly! Wake up! Alright, I've set my feet down to reading God's word. At least Im gonna do that after I've finish typing into this intimidating robot. Seriously,computers are intimidating. Getting back to the point, I think we should all start getting back close to God. He's just so so good, no word could measure up and do justice in encompassing God's mercy, grace or glory. He's just so awesome.. Jesus, Jesus, what a beautiful name. Call upon the name of the Lord and be saved. One of my favourite songs:
Above all powers
Above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of men
You were here before the world began
Above all kingdoms
Above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth
Crucified, laid behind the stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me, above all
God bless.
Beebswong (hehee)
p.s.vank!you'd better come!
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Friday, July 02, 2004
u funny pig. type one HEY.
anyways, i may be doing our new layout some other time.
the many scattered pictures thing's really hard to do.
sorry bev, yeps.
will try doing one super nice one.
okays? have fun and relax over the weekend.
cus on wednesdae? party time begins for like 2 days den ends.
ahhhh. the impending doom - O levels.
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Eunice Ngbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Friday, July 02, 2004
hey
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Friday, July 02, 2004
