purple!!yay!!im writing it small so you cant see it.so pple will have problem reading this.im feeling like a pissifier today.dno.kinda happy.went out again.this few days have been relaxing.really rather relaxing.thts if you count being restless relaxing.come to think of it.i kinda hate how slowly time crawls by.i wish time wld just zipp through like during exams.but then again.we'll zipp through life too slow to stop and what?smell the flowers?i dno.i dno what the hell i talking.i miss God.i really do.my connections missing.feel like ive putHIm on hold too long.sigh.i need to get my piorities right.need to start searching for Him.search search search.it really is no fun.the up down kinda relationships.im really a 3 min hot kinda person.too many times in my life ive been straying.stray stray stray.then now ive got to find my way back on the road to Him.tht road is the step.you see.i guess we kinda forgot tht God is gigantic humungooos largantic biggantic hugantic.well just large.He's an xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxl
dude.so.99 steps for Him.leaving one for us.we need a big big big big car.like a jaguar.anyway.even if God was as small as a microbe.99 huge steps are like "ooh there are 99 steps okay.."in tht kind of upbeat tone.yarh my point being.tht one steps really tough for us but.love helps you through obstacles and i guess.just keep in mind "i love Jesus."you'll do fine.
im really getting all cranked up.i guess im just tired.i'll see you guys soon!!mon!!ahh!!!
I HAVE A SECRET TO TELL JUST READ ON.. hi i am vanessa kang
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, September 25, 2004
ive decided o's or not.life goes on.ballet = no skipping.to keep to this.ive got to pace myself rightt??im so smart.pace myself so i wont have last minute mugging to do.then i wont have to skip my darling ballet lessons.its kinda whats keeping my going.funny.i never loved class like this before.but if its like the night before i'd have to not go.because dnt wana over exert myself.but i still need to take a break for noww.i'd start soon.i promise.
so now im caught at crossroads ballet or to go on with education.i have no idea.i dnt know what to do.need to pray though.
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Thursday, September 23, 2004
today was fun!!!!firstly
the movie we caught was the best.i guess the beginning was kinda like phleh but the shows really sweet.its got the right mix larh.the crude parts where the guy cut off fingers and blew a guy up by shoving something up his ass.it was a cool show.the lead guy???in my opinion..husband material.gwaf..yeapp.no he was not good looking.just your average kinda man.but he was the ultimate sweety.really just watch man on fire.i know its not really publicised.but its really a sweet show.just survive the first hour of the show and you'll realise thtits a nice show.its abt this guy whos a bodyguard of this little girl.cause in latin america,at least during tht period(dnt know abt now anymore)there were loads of kidnapping.so yarh.this guy gets hired and the first hours predictable he starts building a relationship with the little missy.then yarh larh!the girl gets kidnapped.and he was shot trying to protect her kinda fatal shot but he survived.AND he goes to the hosp and yaddleyaddleyaddle.he was enraged when he found out they killed little missy.so he caught fire.as in emotionally larh!then yaddleyaddleyadle.he saves her and dies.how come little missy survives?well.the kidnapper's a businessman,and he's a "professional" so yarh.the lead guy is the ultimate mr nice guy.i love him!!!!!!!
yarh.we had sooooooo much funn todayy.neos and stuff.todays the bestest best.rmb.the place outside marche marks the significance of our relationship dudes!!!!love you always zm eunice and beebs.all the wayy alrighty?!?!
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Wednesday, September 22, 2004
its funny how its gonna be the last few weeks we're ever gonna enjoy each others presnece as a class again and YET yet we are all busy with exams.busy with our future.is this the way we are gonna end this past two wonderful years.i never realised how attached i can be to a class.we have our cliques.we have our own preferences.but we are still a class.somehow.we never failed to pull through as a class.we had the tdd thing 2003 and 2004.we had the dancercise.whether we did it out of enjoyment or out of dutysake.we still did it for the class.i just cant believe tht its the last few eeks and this is how we are gonna end things.it somehow is really disappointing.maybe you say.after the o's we'll get back together for a proper farewell kinda thing.yarh.then tell me how the attendence will be like.it was a nice thought tht we wld all end up in sa for the first three months.tht we wld all have a ball of a time.4/6 ehh???yarh.if we even remain.but then again.bothering with our future is what we have to do i guess.it is the top piority.but just dnt forget tht the rest of the class went through this together.
thats the problem with getting too attached.right?sigh.i just pray tht as we go our parting ways.tht God will shower His blessings upon all of us.hahahahahhahahhahahah.in living memory of 4e6'2004.thts funny.but i guess thts the way its gonna beee....
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Monday, September 20, 2004
HEY DUDES!!
how's everyone in the house??
doing cool?
heh! exams almost over. Almost!
ONe more paper! ONE! hang in there!
HANG! on the clothesline!
Vanessa Kang ah. Chill! :)
yeap.different people are different.
they react differently. they're just different la.!
But some people are the same.
So how do you know whether they are the same or different?
hmmm.good question! very good question.
I knoW! go and ask them whether they're different. then you'll know!!
Woohooo! you'll know! aha!
Sorry la. abit crazzy.IM crazzyyy! woohoooo.
yeah! Ey! anyone interested in going for the American idol concert in singapore??
Call me ya? want my number?
if you want my number.. just call me.
then I'll give you my number!
ROGER that??
BYe dudes!
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Sunday, September 19, 2004
IN MY OPINION for the sake of the assuming and the blind..
a person with a small heart equals being over-sensitive.in short.oversnesitivity = smallheartedness.(i wish insenitivity = big heartedness but NO IT DOES NOT)this past week tht practicAlly zoomed by taught me quite abit.everyone is different.yess i know i knew this a long time ago.but this time ard.imtalking in terms of cliques.it really is no wonder why someone in a clique can never fit into another clique.i guess in my small sightedness i kinda thought my clique was the wrld.hence everyone else will be like us or vice versa.so tht means the kinda jokes we tell.the way we talk works everywhere.like a universal formular.but NO.of course it does not.stupid me thought so and therefore stupidly took my approach with almost everyone else.and i got very different results.this brings me to the point.small heartedness = oversensitivity.
see.in my grp.we wld digg at each other.the end result.we wld start shoving each other ard.screaming basically going crazy.but somewhere else.i wld be told off for rubbing it in.in my grp.we do pretty much name-calling.somewhere else.the person will feel offended.the persons will tell me off.really this things dont have to happen esp if you know im really just joking. you cld just smile and possibly start smacking me or smile and tell me to shut up in the same joking manner.in short again.to just tae things in your stride.now im not saying there is no extent to which jokes can be carried out.but if you do open your heart,stop being so sensitive.things wld be all smiles most of the time.for a period, i wanted to change to become like you all.more sensitive towards others.butnow.im turned off ny pple like you.who are too sensitive towards pples feelings and hence are overly sensitive yourself.but now.i hate it.im starting to see the being insensitive in some ways puts you on the plus side.i really thiank God for my grp.i have no idea how i wld be if the wrld was only nade up of pplelike you.but there has to be a balance in everything.i guess thts why we have a spectrum really.
everything in this post is only applicable to a certain extent.and its my opinion.if you still dont understand tht its just my opinion.really.you just are too stupid.too stupid for the wlrd.too stupid for this blog.so if you atill dnt understand it in my opinion.then go away.youre too stupid to understand anything in this blog.really.just plain STUPID.
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, September 18, 2004
Mr S.Lim is one of my favourite teachers for giving devotion. Mr Ng S.F is another.
One of the best devotions ever in my opinion was the one a few days back. The one where Mr Lim in his usual style, went up to the podium and started speaking in his low, soothing yet assertive voice.
First he read from the Bible, then he gave us the meaning of that passage. In the passage it was about someone saying that God is his complete Joy, his joyful joy, his joyous joy.
Then Slim went on to say what i comprehended as what happens doesn't matter, as long as you keep God in your heart, and know that His unconditional and gimongous and hugantic love for you is bigger than anything you can think of. You will know that only God matters, and nothing else is of consequence. And when you think of God you will feel a joyous joy, a real warm fuzzy feeling that never has to go away. If you can truly know and feel and understand that God is so big and big and, er..well big, He will be your joyous joy.
I love slim's devotions, really makes you know that God is there God is here, God is everywhere.
Gonna miss morning devotion when i leave SMSS. Better make the best of them now.
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Celestebelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, September 18, 2004
dingdong a dong a dong a dong a dong...
its been sometime since i last blogged i think..
ballet exams are over.its not exactly phew kinda feeling.in fact i feel no different.im just really missing ballet now cause i skipped class.yesterday was exhausting.i tell you.i am one weird banana asshole.you see when i have the resources to kinda purchase anything i wanted.i was way tired.i had 200 dollars rsh voucher to exhaust and well.i guess it exhausted me instead.i bought two pairs of shoes.one for my wondeful daddy and one for myself.tht added to 160?180.then.i had to find something else to fill in.so i bought a shirt for mommy.40 dollars.just nice right!?!?!?WRONG!at the counter i realised.storewide 25% discount.thanks larh.so i had another 30 bucks to spend.and so jenna and i went round rsh.round and round and round and round.i am positive.my calves were screaming in protest and i was at the brink of collapsing but i sloshed on in my slippers (it didnt really help tht i still had my stockings on frm ballet exam so there was abs no friction btwn my toes and the toe thing tht is supposed to go btwn you toes on your slippers) tripping twice when i finally bought a puma cap which i absolutely adore and a pair of nike socks.then i sloshed to the counter.slosh slosh slosh.when i got there she totalled it up and there was another nine dollars to spare.i really couldnt be bothered anymore afterall i'd rather waste the 9 then later having to suffer for my pathetic legs.so we left rsh.
boy.issit because its free money thts why it is so unfun to by buying things?dno.dnt care.
i really wld love to go on.but i understand tht no one really cares so..yeapp..but i still wana go on so heack!
yeap then we or at least i half sloshed half dragged myself to crystal jade where me and beloved miss victor had a wonderful meal.yarh and i was going on abt how i was going to keep to my diet.but anyway.it was yummy.
you see i am a rather disorganised girl.before all this happened.i cut my hair!!!short.if anybody is gonna say tht theres no difference this time ard.im gonna box the daylights out of tht nanahead.yeap.now i dnt feel like goind on.
my point being.i learned how to share yesterday.i really hate to share esp since its inmaterial.i abs abhor sharing a person.or my closest being.miss victor.but i guess i have to right.though i know one way is to take the parang and run after mr v.i cant.cause i care.i cant stand myself mann.im just so nice and sweet and lovable.sigh.why am i so nice??yarh..ANYWAY.i learned how to share.but miss victor.im only sharing with one other person you comprehend?so dnt try anything stupid.and mr v..i know you'll never read this but dont you ever make ***** *** or else..
yeapp i guess i'll see you guys in less than a weeks time..eep!!!!its prelims next week.got to go.gonna study.dnt wana be the one crying when the results come out.dnt wana be the only one who didnt study like for the bio mids.i tell you.its not a nice feeling.i guess i need not tell anyone.cause noone will not study.if anyone does.the person's just a big liar with bras and panties on fire.
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Tuesday, September 07, 2004
thank God mann!!!!my titration turned out fine!!!!!!!im like phew!!!!!!thank God.Jesus lives!!!!i love Him!!!!!!!
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Friday, September 03, 2004
