Everyday I need You its just sometimes I can't see
Everytime I wonder speak to me.
I've searched everywhere nothing satisfies like You,
You're the only one I ever need.
And now I want to tell the world,
That I know You and You are good.
Don't let me get too comfortable,
But share with those who need to hear.
all the best to everyone here!
lovelove. (:
God loves you and me too! (:
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Eunice Ngbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Sunday, October 24, 2004
i probably never felt so uncertain abt the future ever before.i guess its cause i never did think of tmr.unless of cause you are asking me to think of food for tmr.but tht is beside the point.i am a whiny thing.seriously.ms siti just had her last lesson with us today.whine!!!!two yrs have come and gone.in terms of chem lessons.whine!!!then i cant terrorisie her anymoe.whine!
i have got nothing to do at all.why?!?!?sometimes i marvel at how pple can make a mountain out of a moehill.i marvel even more at pple who make a moehill out of a mountain.gosh.but i marvel even more at how God can make 5000 fish out of a basket full.not 5000 fish.but more.still.i have no idea how this links to the entire thing but yarh.i marvel at marvelous God who marvels me so therefore i marvel at Him.i am an asshole yes.appreciate it okayy.youve only got tht much time left to do so.i am so sad!!!!!!
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Tuesday, October 12, 2004
no one really comes here much.so i shall use it to my adv and kinda like air my thoughts.
eunice.trust me.trust us.we didnt hold out with her because of the way she is.i dnt know.i wnt leave you.i promise.it'd work out.somehow someway.i will make it work out.i promise i wont forsake you dudes for anyone else.just dnt let it come to the point where i am forsaken.you will not be my stand- by-just-in-case friend.you wont.this i promise youuuuu..
beebs.the thought of hahahaha cohabiting with you is wayyyyyy tempting.but hahahah i cannot picture how we will be alw stepping on each others tail.but its a fine thought.good for you.i guess we both are caught up in pretty much the same situation.nevermind.we will wait quietly for God's ans kkaes??
ah minn.my dear mummykins.ahahahah.yeapp you wont read this i guess.you hardly pop by.anyways.keep the dream alive okayy?still can shoot for vj one.i know it.i can feel it in my blood.i dnt know what to say to you.you never tell me much.neither have i you.so i shld end this "dedication" with a i love you!!!!!
its the last week.shit it.its not even a week.its 5 more days.i dnt know what to say suddenly.this two yrs seems too short.i wish it'd go on forever.all i can say is.we've walked this two yrs well.lets just finish it with a bang.im gonna miss you bananas.
they say good things dnt last.then i wish with all my heart we are a big bad tihng.so we will last till forever.forever never ends.i am talking shit.i have become a compulsive user of the shit word.howw?
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, October 09, 2004
i am soooooo happy.i got my baby..i cant thank my parents more.i got my E800C!!!!!the samsung slip phone!!!!aww.its only one day old!!!!im loving it and my parents to bits.to bits i say.i wanted to post a pic of it but must download and everything.very mah fun larh..yarh so anyways!!!!i got the phone i still cant believe it.zm!!!quick buy also okay?!!?
yarh.i guess we all think alike.i think we've been inconsiderately making promises tht we might not be able to fulfill.how can we make promises abt the future when the plan lies in the hands of the Lord.im sorry too if i have to break my promise because i just want to follow God's calling.but i will still go with you for first three months.unless things crop up eunice.beebs.its okay.i cant rmb what you said on fri.heh!so i guess i wasnt so bothered as you had perceived.if you have to go then just go.it doesnt make a diff.dont read me wrongly.im not saying i wont miss you.its just tht i dno why.i'll be able to say goodbye to you.i guess its cause of the relationship we share and our states of mind.im not saying our relationsihp is bad or good or etc.im just saying tht the extent of our relationship will enable me to calmly say goodbye without going into a fit of hysterics.aust is definitely weighing heavier on my scale.im really confused now.and im sorry dearies if i have to break my promises.if you cannot understand tht its only cause i want to follow God's calling.then i guess our relationship really is worth nothing.yes we mAY whine and shove each other ard abt leaving.but eventually.wee all have to come to a mutual understanding tht the reason our friendship flourish is God.so do we forsake Him and His calling just to be together??
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Sunday, October 03, 2004
BEVERLY WONG. you're driving me up the wall. i dont wanna be separated from you. neither do i want to leave van. i wanna stay foursome forever. i really do. now you wanna go AC, i go AC. if you wanna go SA, i'll go SA (though i doubt my mummy will let). if you go australia, im gonna cry buckets, litres and maybe even an ocean full of tears. knowing the crybaby i am. yeah. i doubt that'll be anything shocking. i dont want you to go. i want you to stay. let God lead the way. Amen.
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Eunice Ngbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, October 02, 2004
its as if im on a bullet train.i wish so hard for time to slow.we've got a mere two weeks left.shit it.im really hating change.im starting to freak out.i never felt like this.psle was like okay.im kmoving off.i guess it was cause i left happy.as in i left unhappy.as in i didnt leave feeling sad.there was nothing tht i wanted to hold on for dear life.i feel likeim being catapult to adulthood.im really fearing growing up.im fearing losing my dearies.ive seen through you,and im hating every single thing i saw.why?why are you the way you are?good ques huh.but im not tht sad anymore.i guess cause the hurt has died down.you aint worth it.im gonna miss recess together.miss terrorising mrs low.miss disturbing ms siti.miss talking back to mr ng.im sad.i pretty darn sad.i pray so hard sometimes tht things dnt ever have to change.tht we cld forever remain.like this.but i know things will.i know i will have to grow up.i'd be forced too.and if i do leave for aust.im gonna be forced doubly hard.sigh.cant anyone hear me?its ending.i dnt know why did i ever let myself grow so attached.i made myself vulnerable.i dnt care if you all dont love me as much as i do you.but.is this just it?!
vk
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Anonymousbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, October 02, 2004
