when it hurts so bad
im sorry.maybe a million sorrys wont work.i dnt understand.i was the one who so openly was reluctant to leave.i seemed like the only one who had problems moving on.letting go.but im numb now.i dno.this feels so wrong.im sorry eunice.for hurting you so bad.im sorry for doing all i did.maybe this seems so insincere.i dno.sorry.im frustrated now.its not tht im not hurting anymore.how can i not be hurting when im crying now?haha.retarded.i miss you guys.i really miss the shit we do.is this getting through?i dnt think so.if only you all cld see me now.hear me talk.not read my thoughts.where are you all?i want you back.all.i want all of us back.but God has His plans for all of us.im not coherent again.ahh whatever.i wish all of u were dead.you know why?cause i hate you all.bye.vk
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Eunice Ngbelieves with God; everything's alrite.Saturday, April 16, 2005
