Forever God is Faithful.

2005-10-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

MIaowr!OGL interviews too. :D

2005-10-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

MEEEE!! i still do come here.it holds lots of good memories.hahah. times when we were all kinda high.kinda low.kinda angsty.kinda angry. how can i leave this alone? Ohh man.results're coming back tmr.im really apprehensive bout everythg. i cant imagine what itd be like. i know im gonna potentially sound like a major asshole but i really cant afford to do supp-papers.i cant. i'll have to drop

2005-10-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

im wondering if anyone ever comes here anymore.red's a colour of passion.so i didnt make the cut.i dno if you know what im talking abt.but.nvm.red's a colour of passion.will passion suffice?ever?i dno.whats passion when youre not good enough.isnt this a little too revealing?maybe.i LOVE you all.so there.thts passion embolded(?) and in upper case.yeah.see you guys ard.star angel?guess again////

2005-07-18T18:24:00.000+08:00

we'll meet each other this friday.its not that i have ashley means i dont care about you alright.I STILL CARE, VERY MUCH FOR THAT MATTER.you have yr friends now in school too what.we all have other friends, but it doesnt mean that we forget old friends.i still remember you all.and i miss you all alot.

2005-07-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

whats wrong with you all?!doesnt this mean anything anymore?am i hurting alone?!where are you you you and you?zhi min you seem so far.you dnt care anymore right?youve found youre own wrld.theres no place for me anymore issit?eunice,youve got ashley.beebs you?councils more than enough?sheeni?too many friends?celeste?whats this abt living in a cave?me?whats this screwing you guys up?dno.dnt

2005-05-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

would you believe me if i said ive not done a single tutorial since term started?i think not.but do i need you all to believe me?i guess.cause suffocations at its high point.its all coming down.i cant see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore.i cant seem to hold up the walls tht are closing in.sharing helps.talking abt it helps.gives my oxygen.gives me breath.its all so bad now cause im on

2005-05-15T16:19:00.001+08:00

God doesnt only help those who helps themselves. thats total bull. my God helps everyone,He especially wants His grace and favour to abound in all of us. God helps those who'll rest in Him and trust Him wholeheartedly,like just sits down there, does nothing and waits for God's wonders to manifest. Jesus loves tht kinda child-like faith. eyy dudes,my bowling season's starting tmr,im super super

2005-05-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

you guys have no idea how much you all mean to me.

2005-05-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

van your not making any sense.i miss all of you all too, everyone does.its not only you,but life has to go on,even though i hate for it to go on.i cannot find people like you all here.sigh nvm.looking back is not an option i guess.we must look forward.and let God lead us.i miss you all.

2005-04-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

when it hurts so badim sorry.maybe a million sorrys wont work.i dnt understand.i was the one who so openly was reluctant to leave.i seemed like the only one who had problems moving on.letting go.but im numb now.i dno.this feels so wrong.im sorry eunice.for hurting you so bad.im sorry for doing all i did.maybe this seems so insincere.i dno.sorry.im frustrated now.its not tht im not hurting

2005-03-23T18:17:00.000+08:00

i miss you all alot. vj sucks without any st margs girl. im just so lonely now. im in a non-Christian school and i miss devotions and worship time. im going hongkong tomorrow, you girls enjoy yrselves, will get u all smthng. *PROMISE* love you all.

2005-02-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

woooooooooi!!!!!whatever happened to this blog?!you all dnt want ityfamily liao issit?!?!?!??!!?!?im quite high now but its like suddenly.the whole void thing is back again.honestly.for sometime.ive been too caught up with my own life.to say im enjoying it wld be a lie.but to say im not it wld be too.i dno.too many changes.i miss you guys.its like admist my this hihg period now,i feel the whole

2005-01-23T18:10:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh! tomorrow's sch day! i dnt wannnnna go to sch! the lessons totally suck; like hell. sorrrrrrry. lessons are totally taxing! but yeah, ac's starting to get a lil better, at least from my last post. haha. had og outing at sentosa yesterday, and yeah it increased ac life from 1/10 to 1.5/10. so yeahh, im stilll trusting God to bring it to 10/10! welll,hope you guys are having so so much

2005-01-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

Hello beebsy beeb... Oh beebsy beeb, i think.. stuff just isn't the same as it was in smss. I love smss! Anyway... For me, it's a comfort knowing that smss is just three or five busstops away... I do love NJ, but it's just not quite enouh coz there's no ity family there. There's no ah min, no beebs, no VK, no eu and no sheeni. In otherwords, there's nothing that i really and truly love, except s&

2005-01-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLO! we're alllll in different schs now, and yeah,we should cherish this blog! its our ityblog!! ahahaha! I shalll start. schs not exactly great. it ends at 4.30 everyday(SUCKS), except on wed. and we have lessons after lessons,lectures after lectures, tutorials after tutorials! I HATE IT!!!!!!!! schs ectremely boringggggggg! the pple in my class make it worse. but, thank God for bowling!!!

2004-12-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

HAHA good. I AGREE. VIOLENTLY AGREE. Or is it object violently. But you can agree violently too right? Like knod your head so hard! Its weird. Why is english like that? Christmas is tomorrow. I hope every single person out there will one day know the true meaning of Christmas, not treat it as gift-exchanging season or sale period. But finally realise Christmas is all about Jesus' birth. The

2004-12-24T13:32:00.000+08:00

Hello dudes. it's clau. I am clau clau is me. Nuf said. I am clau ok? And i was thinking, coz i AM going to get all of you the purpose driven life for christmas, that we could read it and go thru it together! Hehe./. coz the bible always says that u must have fellowship with God and other christians right? So there you have it! I propose we do it together!!! Replies?

2004-12-24T13:10:00.000+08:00

Our blog is stagnant! Mei you ren zai post le. SO SAD. Anyways. MERRY CHRISTMAS.

2004-10-24T19:17:00.000+08:00

Everyday I need You its just sometimes I can't see Everytime I wonder speak to me. I've searched everywhere nothing satisfies like You, You're the only one I ever need. And now I want to tell the world, That I know You and You are good. Don't let me get too comfortable, But share with those who need to hear. all the best to everyone here! lovelove. (: God loves you and me too! (:

2004-10-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

i probably never felt so uncertain abt the future ever before.i guess its cause i never did think of tmr.unless of cause you are asking me to think of food for tmr.but tht is beside the point.i am a whiny thing.seriously.ms siti just had her last lesson with us today.whine!!!!two yrs have come and gone.in terms of chem lessons.whine!!!then i cant terrorisie her anymoe.whine! i have got nothing to

2004-10-09T15:42:00.000+08:00

no one really comes here much.so i shall use it to my adv and kinda like air my thoughts. eunice.trust me.trust us.we didnt hold out with her because of the way she is.i dnt know.i wnt leave you.i promise.it'd work out.somehow someway.i will make it work out.i promise i wont forsake you dudes for anyone else.just dnt let it come to the point where i am forsaken.you will not be my stand-

2004-10-03T11:21:00.000+08:00

i am soooooo happy.i got my baby..i cant thank my parents more.i got my E800C!!!!!the samsung slip phone!!!!aww.its only one day old!!!!im loving it and my parents to bits.to bits i say.i wanted to post a pic of it but must download and everything.very mah fun larh..yarh so anyways!!!!i got the phone i still cant believe it.zm!!!quick buy also okay?!!? yarh.i guess we all think alike.i think

2004-10-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

BEVERLY WONG. you're driving me up the wall. i dont wanna be separated from you. neither do i want to leave van. i wanna stay foursome forever. i really do. now you wanna go AC, i go AC. if you wanna go SA, i'll go SA (though i doubt my mummy will let). if you go australia, im gonna cry buckets, litres and maybe even an ocean full of tears. knowing the crybaby i am. yeah. i doubt that'll be

2004-10-02T15:08:00.000+08:00

its as if im on a bullet train.i wish so hard for time to slow.we've got a mere two weeks left.shit it.im really hating change.im starting to freak out.i never felt like this.psle was like okay.im kmoving off.i guess it was cause i left happy.as in i left unhappy.as in i didnt leave feeling sad.there was nothing tht i wanted to hold on for dear life.i feel likeim being catapult to adulthood.im

2004-09-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

purple!!yay!!im writing it small so you cant see it.so pple will have problem reading this.im feeling like a pissifier today.dno.kinda happy.went out again.this few days have been relaxing.really rather relaxing.thts if you count being restless relaxing.come to think of it.i kinda hate how slowly time crawls by.i wish time wld just zipp through like during exams.but then again.we'll zipp through

2004-09-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

ive decided o's or not.life goes on.ballet = no skipping.to keep to this.ive got to pace myself rightt??im so smart.pace myself so i wont have last minute mugging to do.then i wont have to skip my darling ballet lessons.its kinda whats keeping my going.funny.i never loved class like this before.but if its like the night before i'd have to not go.because dnt wana over exert myself.but i still need

2004-09-22T21:44:00.000+08:00

today was fun!!!!firstly the movie we caught was the best.i guess the beginning was kinda like phleh but the shows really sweet.its got the right mix larh.the crude parts where the guy cut off fingers and blew a guy up by shoving something up his ass.it was a cool show.the lead guy???in my opinion..husband material.gwaf..yeapp.no he was not good looking.just your average kinda man.but he was the

2004-09-20T13:03:00.000+08:00

its funny how its gonna be the last few weeks we're ever gonna enjoy each others presnece as a class again and YET yet we are all busy with exams.busy with our future.is this the way we are gonna end this past two wonderful years.i never realised how attached i can be to a class.we have our cliques.we have our own preferences.but we are still a class.somehow.we never failed to pull through as a

2004-09-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

HEY DUDES!! how's everyone in the house?? doing cool? heh! exams almost over. Almost! ONe more paper! ONE! hang in there! HANG! on the clothesline! Vanessa Kang ah. Chill! :) yeap.different people are different. they react differently. they're just different la.! But some people are the same. So how do you know whether they

2004-09-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

IN MY OPINION for the sake of the assuming and the blind.. a person with a small heart equals being over-sensitive.in short.oversnesitivity = smallheartedness.(i wish insenitivity = big heartedness but NO IT DOES NOT)this past week tht practicAlly zoomed by taught me quite abit.everyone is different.yess i know i knew this a long time ago.but this time ard.imtalking in terms of cliques.it really

2004-09-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

Mr S.Lim is one of my favourite teachers for giving devotion. Mr Ng S.F is another. One of the best devotions ever in my opinion was the one a few days back. The one where Mr Lim in his usual style, went up to the podium and started speaking in his low, soothing yet assertive voice. First he read from the Bible, then he gave us the meaning of that passage. In the passage it was about someone

2004-09-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

dingdong a dong a dong a dong a dong... its been sometime since i last blogged i think.. ballet exams are over.its not exactly phew kinda feeling.in fact i feel no different.im just really missing ballet now cause i skipped class.yesterday was exhausting.i tell you.i am one weird banana asshole.you see when i have the resources to kinda purchase anything i wanted.i was way tired.i had 200 dollars

2004-09-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

thank God mann!!!!my titration turned out fine!!!!!!!im like phew!!!!!!thank God.Jesus lives!!!!i love Him!!!!!!! vk

2004-08-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

sigh.olympics closing ceremony.means another 4 more yrs.wah!!i'll be twenty by then.so old!!!!!i wana be in beijing for the next one.not as a competitor doofus.i marvel at how silly some pple can get.(: i feel so sad for tht russian gymnast.i mean his event was so good.soooooo goooooooooood!!!!but then.in competitions.your medal is in hands of the panel of judges.so sad man!!!!!if i were there

2004-08-30T09:13:00.000+08:00

told you you've grown van. don't take what he says to heart. im happy you wrote them the letter. proud that you're willing to take one step back and reflect on what you said, and then act wisely according to it. church yesterday was good. had a 1 1/2 hr worship session! (: ooh yeah!

2004-08-29T16:05:00.000+08:00

yeap,damn right. Can tell that you've grown. Its good, now and then.. All the best for tmr's phy pract! SS mock exam! Bio pract! chem pract! God help us! heee =)

2004-08-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

i grew a little today.nope.not in cm.but i grew.i guess.i learnt tht i dnt want to walk away deluded anymore.i want the truth.no matter how much it hurts.i learnt tht i never wana put the blame on anyone else.anything else anymore.theres so much to learn.i learned a little to day.theres so much more to becoming fit.i wana be able to say.this is all i am.this is all i can be.theres no more to

2004-08-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

i never knew all i am to you was tht.i guess i thought too highly of you.i guess i never thought you wld be such.what shld i say.i dnt hate you.probably im just disappointed.its not ou im talking abt its you. vk

2004-08-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

(prays) please let this conflict resolve. i pray that you two will get along well. even though she's changed... dont let this be a cat fight. (Amen.) love you gals!

2004-08-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

prelims are coming.they really are.im scared.i want vjc.i want everything my bro can do.i want to succeed.and i dnt want to fail again.im scared.it hurts to know.i dnt want to be stupid.i want all the ones i can achieve.but i dnt want to fail.i dnt want to be called stupid.i dnt wana screw another national exam.i want 7 a1s.i want it bad.but the way things are looking now.how?! Dear Lord,i pray

2004-08-12T16:41:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS DARLINGS! am so so so so so proud of beverly, vanessa, winny and ah min! of cus celeste too. Beverly, told you everything will be alrite right? okay, so fine. now i owe you a mcflurry. at least i wont put on calories by buying you an ice cream. pics will be up soon in my blog. VANESSA KANG. i can slap ure face upside down man. like PUH-LEASE. hahaha, you went on and on about how

2004-08-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

im back again.so bored.so boring.nothing to do.thts twice in one day.ooh boy.prelims are nearing and yet.and yet.i know its coming but yet.why?where is the discipline?i dno.missing winny v

2004-08-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

the water works started and it couldnt stop.was raining in the cab.sigh.so sad.feel like a part of mes gone?how chliched.sigh.know the song tht goes if tmr never comes..well.yesterday's tmr never did come.at least the things tht were supposed to happen didnt.i swear im goin have a nervous breakdown.i miss winny hasan.didnt think i'd shed.but yarh.i did.sighh..ooh no..ooh boy..i think im in love..

2004-08-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

ooh no..you know what day it is tmr?ooh boy..i think im gonna faint.im dying.i wish man.ooh no.im whimpering like a dog with its tail between its legs.ooh no.im scared.i really am.its tmr..its really tmr..ooh no..its tmr!!!!can anyone hear me?!?!?!??!?!ITS TMR!!!!!!!!!SHIT SHITshit shit shit.its tmr.i cant believe it.i wish it was before we took our chi os.i wish it at the end of the year.i never

2004-08-05T17:21:00.000+08:00

todays the 5th.like wow.in abt a weeks time.youre leaviing.i dnt exactly know what im feeling.somehow.i still think your being ur usual stupid self.sigh.results out next week.youre leaving next week.looks like next weeks gonna be glumm huh.sigh.i'll miss you w**** asshole/i really will.i guess.sigh.what am i to say if its the path made out for you?dno.what am i supposed to say.i just hope really

2004-07-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

no matter how much of a facade you put up.pple see through it.some take longer than others.but the bottom line is.no matter how marred the division btwn black and white is, grey will never substitute either of them.okay i dno if i am putting the point across to you.but i sure know what im talking abt. vk

2004-07-09T15:24:00.000+08:00

beebs!!!!!!!!!congrats.whoa.pro larh.physics high flier.but theres something i disagree abt.God wont award you more than you deserve right?at least i dnt think so.so yay!you got what you got based on what you did and most importantly with Jesus behind you!! when firends are nothing more than bitches.when someone thinks theyre high and mighty.when someone thinks theyre freaking smart.when

2004-07-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

hey SWEETIES!! Ive finally got my own blog! but DONT WORRY! cos this blog is my first home, and the other, my second home! So i'll be forever faithful to ityfamily!! yay!go visit one-way-.blogspot.com!! thats my--- BEEBS' blog! LOVE all you dudes out there. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTE!!!

2004-07-05T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hey, hang on man. HOld on to that light at the end of the tunnel. Even though it appears tiny now, it'll grow bigger and bigger as you get nearer to it! Remember that the way to being happy is to find fulfillment in what you do. So even if you loath studying, find a bright spot in that mess, and build on that positive aspect. Soon u'll find that studying ain't that bad after all.. :) HEH! Think

2004-07-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

im kinda hating everything thts happening right now but im kinda enjoying it. im banned frm church.till after my os.thts pretty darn long.but i'll wait patiently.heh.im really wondering what im doing right now.with the knowledge tht i flunked most of my papers.i shld be studying now.so tht i wnt get full blast frm daddy when the results get back.in fact this really isnt the time to be wondering

2004-07-02T13:46:00.000+08:00

2nd ATTEMPT: SUCCESSFUL! Ive got the powerrr!

2004-07-02T13:43:00.000+08:00

hey vank! remember our bruce almighty attempt? yeah, novita in front, vank in middle, bev's head blocked! FIRST ATTEMPT: FAILED

2004-07-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

Sorry bout that hey there, was sheepishly fooling around with the photo uploader thing.haha. Anyways,its been quite a long time since I blogged, no, not actually. Okay, alot happened during the past week.. yeah, its after the physics paper, thank God it wasnt a killer paper, not like the bio one. Well,the bio paper was not so bad afterall, it was just sickeningly heinous. Kudos to Jeantan, for

2004-07-02T13:05:00.001+08:00

u funny pig. type one HEY. anyways, i may be doing our new layout some other time. the many scattered pictures thing's really hard to do. sorry bev, yeps. will try doing one super nice one. okays? have fun and relax over the weekend. cus on wednesdae? party time begins for like 2 days den ends. ahhhh. the impending doom - O levels.

2004-07-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

hey

2004-06-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

blackout!!!wow!studying under the candle light!!sweeeettt!!!i managed a few pages of bio without getting so peeved at the darkness and shredding my textbook into pieces, burning them al in the effort of releasing stress.in the end. i walked into the examination hall with my blood screaming im gonna fail and high frm the fact tht in my head recides the sparse knowledge of heredity. have you ever

2004-06-26T16:02:00.000+08:00

hahaha yes beebs, we're in this together. as of NOW, lets calculate the no. of days before the MIDS. 2 number of hours - 48 number of minutes - 48 x 60 number of seconds (do the math yourself) im feeling so damn insecure for the exams, its like. i duno if i actually revised enough. OH PRAISE THE LORD! my daddy bought me 4 christian CDs! 2 hillsongs, 1 WOW worship, and one more other one. i AM

2004-06-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

Chanced upon this from a friend of mine's blog. So true.. life is not just about anything on the surface, but sometimes there are more things deeper inside that matter. sometimes, some pple are just not worth all that time and sometimes we just have to all learn to forget and put aside. sometimes better friendships come out of things like that. we come to learn that small selfish squabbles are

2004-06-25T16:00:00.001+08:00

> >Hi all, > >Just wanted to share with you something beautiful which I chanced upon when sufing the >net. Just wanted to let you know, that God doesn't really place much importance in the >words we use but rather, our desire to seek Him and to talk to Him. > >I encourage all of you to try talking to God. Perhaps you can give it a 5 mins shot. Just >imagine that He is infront of you and

2004-06-25T16:00:00.000+08:00

>MessageHere's an interesting conversation with God..... > >God: Hello. Did you call me? >Me: Called you? No, who is this? >God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat. >Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. >am >in the midst of something. >God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too ... >Me: Don't know. But

2004-06-25T15:52:00.000+08:00

PINGU'S BACK!!no ones online.once again.our blog retrns to deep slumber..heh heh. theres so much to sudy for ss.and i know nuts abt spotting.somebody help me spot!!!!!im not gonna get started untill someone helps me.i mean who can blame me.you oopen the book and a rush of sianness rushes over[who doesnt?then again i shouldnt do assumptions].wrse comes to worse.i'll do it random or whatever ah min

2004-06-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

i distintively rmb you saying to me."i wish you were happy all the time."you probably dnt rmb saying it, but it sounded moronic.but now i want to say it too.i wish you can be happy all the time too. vk

2004-06-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

The people who really have scars can afford to appear happy. Because what they have are scars, not open wounds. There are also two types of people who are funny but hide things.. Those who have accepted and know it's in the past, and those who are lost.

2004-06-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

i was talking to a friend recently and she said tht pple say the loudest pple.the funniest pple at certain functions or occassions are those who have real scars.i dnt think so.i think lets not stereotype pple alrighties?different pple act or behave differently regarding similar situations. anyway. sunday is coming.will all my beloveds pls pray i can go to church.i really want to go.i need some

2004-06-21T12:50:00.000+08:00

i want a new church too celeste. aaah. yes happy fathers day jesus! (:

2004-06-21T12:02:00.000+08:00

ACk i need a church.. :X

2004-06-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

Okay. I LOVE going to church. I LOVE God! Church rocks! Yeah, today's sermon was just great, and so many people got saved. Anyways, I'm gonna start reading the bible from scratch. And Im gonna go teenzeal on sat! yay! anyone interested to come? sat, 1to4pm at suntec? its my church's youth service by the way.. Yeah, FOP was great although it was awhile ago, but yeah I wish we could have it as

2004-06-19T11:53:00.000+08:00

Ahha!! This blog is being R-E-V-I-V-E-D... WE hAVE to keep it alive forevera nd ever and ever OKAY!! :)

2004-06-17T15:21:00.000+08:00

Y-E-S!! Im HERE!! can you see me?? HHHHHEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! Good! haha! vank's finally back. where have you been huh? STOP HIDING! COME OUT! okay.. Im going crazy, literally.. Im all alone at home! Gor's at army. Bryan's at some rugby camp in m'sia torturing himself out. Mummy's out shopping. Daddy's working(he's the most hardworking person in our family anyways).

2004-06-17T09:30:00.000+08:00

uhh where did van go? holidae? sorry.

2004-06-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

im bacck!!!!!!muahha muaha muahahaahahahahahahah..so boring.its always me up here tht i thought perhaps i should stop my blogging.so arh.besides my com was down.kkaes. i love you you you you you you you you you you you you you..(ps.in no particular order.)schstarting soon.damn.im hating the project.today during meeting.i was wondering what the hell am i doing??i mean.its not like the entire thing

2004-06-16T18:53:00.000+08:00

I'm all alone. There's no one else out there. I'm losing my mind, temptations, haunting memories, nightmares, what have you. There's no one, all I get is jeering, reproving, chidings,hounding. I've only got myself. I never meant for this to happen, I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm sorry if I never turned out how you wanted me to, if I don't live up to your expectations, if I'm a disgrace. As much as

2004-06-16T09:56:00.000+08:00

this blog has been abandoned! and no one. NO ONE is writing in it. this is weird. cuz its the holidays. |: ahhh. when the music fades, all is stripped away and i simply come. longing just to bring, something that's of worth, that will bless your heart. i'll bring you more than a song, for a song in itself, its not what you have required. you search much deeper within thru the way thing appear

2004-05-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

hoping beyong hopes. dashed. it isnt fair that i go through all this. but if the world was fair, what would heaven be?? vank

2004-05-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

given up.chineses sucks.fail larh.dammit.fustrated. whatever.im just stupid.i know.thank you so much for telling me you expect less of me than u expect of him.if you thought tht helped eased the pressure,you didnt,u just made me feel stupid in your eyes.i study for no one else except for God and myself.i dont study to fulfill you wishes and hopes.keep them for him.hes smarter.period.besides.its

2004-05-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

and i know that youre just shining down on me from heaven. (: GOOD LUCK FOR CHINESE Os!

2004-05-11T18:04:00.000+08:00

could u all please please please pray for my dog.it hurt its leg.pray tht it regains its mobility please??im really desperate.thank you. v please.

2004-05-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

rmb,mrs lee had high hopes on our class and this yrs graduating cohort. we wont disappoint her. We'll break the 30-barrier and do her proud. TO GOD BE THE GLORY bw.

2004-05-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

thankyou for all that you've tried to change. thankyou for loving us so much. Thankyou mrslee. Thankyou. I love you always. bw

2004-05-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

youre the most ive ever seen. v

2004-05-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

i sat in the center.in full view of her face.so familiar.so blurr.i couldnt cry.i didnt know why.i know in there lies her.i know shes gone.but .how am i to say this.i guess the greatest comfort comes frm the Lord and His words. 1 thessalonians 4:14 we believe that Jesus died and rose again and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in Him. how appropriate.the

2004-05-08T10:52:00.000+08:00

THe thought is that on wednesday at assembly, Mrs lee is going to come up on stage again and say "did you miss me?". It's still there in my mind, that mrs lee has just gone on a very long course, or is overseas at some St. Margaret's international meeting. Remember the times we called her Bulldog. "Bulldog is outside walking around". "bulldog is there! Quick pull up your socks". Just last monday

2004-05-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

Find rest my soul In Christ alone Know His power in quietness and trust When the oceans rise and thunders roar I will soar with You above the storm Father You are king above the flood I will be still and know You are God. it all happened so sudden. it was like just yesterday when she was weighing herself . Why? Why such a wonderful woman of God? why such a good principal who has changed many

2004-05-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

exclaims:WHOA!!!!!COBWEBS!!!!!*sweeps*.. its been long since ive blogged..tmr two papers.chem and ss..i finished chem..at least i think i have..the last few chapts..abit blur..but who shits??ss haven touch.*still sweeping*i definitely broke record mann..finish chem in what??3.5 days..hahahah.i broke my record.of course im sure many others dont study larh..its four more days to th eexam and they

2004-04-30T18:17:00.000+08:00

*agrees* haha. its over. (: im gonna be strong.

2004-04-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

"let the experience of others be your lesson"..yupp..ive learnt one thing alrighty..bglove sucks.entirely.frm top to toe.inside out left to right.ullk.. you said shut up.and thts what im going to do frm now on.for probably.forever. v

2004-04-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

ahaha.mid-years.mid-years.they're in a weeks time? oh,thanks for the kind reminder.. yeah.i enjoyed myself too on fri,the food was good.it was funny la,how we each tool a bite from our own cake, then rotated it ard the table. later during tuition, i had a real good laugh,couldnt stop laughing..it was so so funny,ridiculously hilarious. My friend wore this really huge shirt with this cartoon-like

2004-04-24T11:25:00.000+08:00

i finally figured.midyrs are in a weeks time thts why no ones coming online.like D U H.what took me so long. v

2004-04-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

this is what happens..when you have two tests tmr..you only study one and neglect the other..and chiong online..to find yourself alone online..how nice..perfecto..ehh people..blogg leh..you al are boring the daylight outta me..i come online..bloghopp..and when i finally hopped to our blog..guess what..i pretend im not vk..i pretend ive never been here before..and i read my own entry and marvel at

2004-04-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

i want to be a guy..no not tht the opposite gender means smarter blabblabblab..but..i dnt like gu niangfied grils..eeeeyyyyyeeewww!!!!!!!!!i wana be a guy girll..no not a guys grurl okayy tht was the ultimate yuck..but a guy girll..no not bung either..stop shoving your gu niangfied ass in my face..no thankew..i dnt want no pretty plaits..pretty dresses and the not so pretty gu niangfied behaviour

2004-04-14T16:31:00.000+08:00

im a SHIT MACHINE!!!!!!!!!!thts something new......

2004-04-12T18:52:00.000+08:00

Jesus lives!!!!im sorry for ever doubting You..even now as i give thanks..i think it might just be of coincidence..how can i rightt????during devotion..i couldnt help but let the similar ques race through..like what if all my life..i serve Him..believe He exists..but at the end..i find there really is nothing there..theres no open door..no light shinning..but thts not what a true christian should

2004-04-11T15:42:00.000+08:00

does being numb equate to becoming insensitive and unfeeling???????i think it does.. v

2004-04-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

hahahaaa. i did the physics papers already. like OMG i only know how to do 2 questions. completely DID NOT do section B's questions. like i am gonna be soooooo deaddd. (: hahas. i like Godspell. think its cool in a weird way. WHEEHEEEE! (: i like sakae. its nice. yummy.

2004-04-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

wish for you on a falling star, wondering where you are. do i ever cross your mind on a warm sunshine? hah, epitomie of a pretty damn love-sick desperate wannabe. guess im currently in that state. nostalging back on that intermittent phase where i never wanted to get married even if it meant tom cruise was the only guy on earth and he loved me to death(very funny.. laugh!) but now.. sigh. guess

2004-04-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

day by day i just pray day by day to see thee more clearly to love thee more dearly to follow you more closely day by day...

2004-04-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

hard core facts: JESUS..CONFRONTED BY VIOLENCE CHOSE PEACE;BY HATE,LOVE;BY SIN,FORGIVNESS. can you do the same?!?!?!!? v

2004-04-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

i dno.either my systems totally cocked up..or maybe the nice me is finally emerging..hah!!!or maybe..in all seriousness..serious has been erased frm my very unserious mind..i dno..but smiling is the wayy to go..somehow..if inside me i can overcome plus..outside.i wana work those muscles then yarh. regarding toilets and st margaretians......... in all due respect..i think almost three quarter of

2004-04-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

my reaction to stupid god's appearance wasnt pissyfied.never was.i did not know why did i react in tht way.i knew i shouldnt have said those things and i wasnt so peeved tht i managed to say some retarded stuff right back without churning my brains for em.i guess.it was wrong for me to retort.this sounds totally un vanessa ish.but.to stupid god.if you ever drop by again.why do you hate God so

2004-04-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

it seems so quick but.i no longer hope.i no longer wana hope.cant decide if itsin the spur of the moment.just wana stop thinking.annd GO WITH THE FLOW DUDE!!!!!!HAH! V